BEAUTY WORLD... CHA! CHA! CHA!

Yes people, I went to watch Beauty World on 16 Jan. It was superb! Daren was pretty good for a first timer actor! On that day, I wore a black overall and hot pink stocking! Whooo! Since the show was on a weekday, it wasn't full house so everyone seats were upgraded! Which means.. we had a closer view to the stage! Haha! How shiok can that be?! I think the show started at 8pm and there was an interval for 20mins. After that it was back to the show! It ended around 10 plus. Though, the storyline was simple but I did enjoyed the show. Ah! I'm not going to tell you all what's the story about!

During the interval, my mom and I walked around the stall selling those notebooks, t-shirts, CDs etc. You know it's very tempting to buy something off the stall since they said they had an autograph session at the end of the show! Hah! Yeah, well... you guessed it! I bought a notebook at $5. It's something cheap and the casts could write their messages on the pages so it was worth it!

Ahhh... the notebook!






But I did took some pictures with the casts...



















JEALOUS?!


Are you going crazy?!

Are you cursing and swearing about why didn't you go and watch?!


Hah!

Too bad...


Ivy and Me!













Daren and Ivy!








I guess I'm alright now. I wanna thank those people who consoled me.

I kinda miss school. I should have grabbed the opportunity and went into Millenia Institute(MI) instead of rotting at home everyday. I wanna have a taste of what jc life is like. I miss everything. I miss going to tuition 2/3 times a week. Before graduating, I always wanted to get out of school asap because it's really tiring to wake up 6am from mondays to fridays and coming home so late that I don't really have enough sleep everyday. 10yrs of education had gone just like that. All I have to do now is to wait for my posting results to be out and I can start a whole new adventure again. I'm excited and at the same time nervous because I don't know who am I going to meet there. Will there be lots of ah bengs and ah lians? I hope there won't be too many. Hopefully, I will be able to get into the course I wanted. I don't know what's their intake like but I really want to study that course.

Everyday, I wander aimlessly at home. I really have no idea what to do. Part of me wants to work but the other part just wants to rest and enjoy the freedom that I have now. Probably after cny then I'll start hunting for a job.

Today I did nothing much. I wiped the hall windows and vaccum the 3/4 of the house. I spent most of my time today on MSN talking to Royston, Sherman, and Sandy. I also asked Sandy to change the blogskin for me because it's not my forte. =\

I wanna thank God for making a way for me. When I got my PSLE results, he made a way for me that I won't get into NA and I got into Punggol Sec. Now, the same thing had happened and he made a way for me not going ITE but instead into RP. This 2 incidents can't be coincidental because I know he's there for me everytime.

Alright, I shall end here and Sandy shall help me with the blog! :)


I got back my results and I'm sad to say I was so shocked to see 3 C6 on my results slip. I did worst than I expected. So much lousier than my prelims. I still cannot accept the fact that I got 23pts. It's not something that I can be proud of. I repeat 23pts for L1R4. I didn't expect my english to get a C6 because that was the languge I'm most confident of and I've spoken for almost 17yrs of my life. Right now, my eyes are swollen and I've ran out of tears. On the 23rd, I already started crying. So right now, I'm not going anywhere. Sunday, I'm not going to church because I know all of my friends have gotten good results. I'm afraid I might breakdown. I feel that this world isn't fair at all, not even a tiny bit. Those happy go lucky people in my class have gotten better results than me and I can't seem to find any reason why. I can say that I've worked very hard and have sacrificed lots of time to study. People say " Hardwork does pays off." I can't believe that anymore. All my effort has gone down the drain. I'm so ashamed of myself that I dare not tell Mr Phang about my results. Only after I've calmed down then I decided to tell him because I know Mr Tok, Mdm Teo and Mr Phang himself are very worried about me. I will never forget that they have helped me so much during those difficult times. I really thank Mr Phang for teaching me chemistry and gave me all those notes so that I could catch up in school. I also want to thank Mr Tok for giving me confidence and strength to carry on with maths that I almost gave up studying. I want to thank everyone who has helped me throughout those difficult times. Up till now, I still can't accept the fact that I did so badly. I don't know why God made a fool out of me. I don't know what he wants from me. I'm still not alright.


Thur will be a doom day for me because I know I won't get good results. If I get good results, I promise I will go YPM soon alright? Sandy, you hear that? ^^

I don't really know what to do if I get such lousy results, probably ITE won't accept me either. Looking back, I really regret for not studying hard enough and started on my revision so late. God and my family knows that I've put in my utmost effort. There's a limit to different people whereas mine was really limited. Hopefully, I'll get into a course that I like but that's very unlikely. What's the point of whinning now.. It's totally useless..All I can do now is to pray to God that I'll be happy to see my results on thurs.


Hey!

On the 8/1/08, Farhana rang me up and told me that she found an ad on the newspaper stating that they wanted to hire students! So we decided to meet up and off we went searching for the place. The address was hilarious! It's Kallang Pudding Road! Ain't it sounds delicious? Makes me wanna eat mango pudding! Cute lah! We got lost and ended in a petrol station, I asked the shop assistants there and none of them knew where it was. -_-

We got out of the place and walked. Guess what? We really found the place! It was sooooooooooooo ULU! It was a blue building which had many factories surrounding it. There were foreign workers lah! It's like anything you will get caught or rape or something bad might happen to you! I've got a bad feeling about that place you know! We took the lift up tto the seventh floor and searched for the office. When we got closer to the office, I saw a familiar face. I saw Lini, but I wasn't really sure that was her. It couldn't be so coincidental! We stepped inside and it was really her! Haha! Small world man!

We filled in our particulars in the application form and waited for our turn while Lini went inside the room for the interview. Soon, it was our turn. Hoho.. I can see that their co. are really desperate for people! We got the job! The condition was that we needed to work 5 and a 1/2 days per week. 9.30am-6pm. The pay was $900 a month. Shit.

After the interview, we went back to the bus stop and calculated how much are we getting paid in 1hr. It was $4.81......! Irritating you know! Come to think of it, cheap labour lah! Their co. was to prepare flowers and gifts that people ordered and deliver them. My job was to call up those customers and confirm their address. Hello?! My chinese isn't that fluent! Bah! The person who interviewed us thought I was billingual. Heh. I'm english educated, my whole family speaks english! But if somehow, I decided to take up the job, I try my best to speak chinese. I've stopped speaking chinese that frequently after my chinese o levels. I didn't retake because I knew I had done my best so I don't see any reason I should retake it.

Anyway, I still have not decided whether to take up the job or not. If anyone out there wants me to advertise their products or be a model or something, I would definitely take up the job! I want to be an ambassador for some product but I've got no luck =\

Alright, perhaps God doesn't want me to work at all.

So these few days, I've been spending time watching death note the animae! Especially today! We watched don't know how many episodes! From 11.30am-5pm, we were watching non stop! So exciting couldn't help but to continue watching and watching!! Haha! I feel so happy staying at home and not working!

Maybe I shouldn't work. :)


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

It's the starting of another year. All the ups and downs of last year had passed, those sad moments and everything I don't want to remember any of it at all. Yes, say bye to those painful memories! People say the starting of a new year, we must set our new year's resolution. To me, setting it doesn't really matters. All I want everybody is to be happy and healthy! Just now, I was reading Wu Zun's blog and I realised that setting a new year's resolution does really matters to him. At the end of the year, if you accomplished the goal that you set, you would have a sense of achievement regardless of how big or small your goal is! What matter is that you achieved your goal! What he stated in his blog really made me want to achieve my own goal too. Alright, here's mine.

1) Everyone would be happy and healthy.

2) Be satisfied with the O level results that I've gotten. (Because I know I had put in my utmost effort and my family knows it.)

3) Move into a new house that everyone in my family agrees.

Yes, I know some of you might say " Oi Edna! You don't want money is it?! You siao ah! "

Precisely, everybody wants it so I think I shall let God decided whether I become rich or not. Tell me, who doesn't wealth? Majority of the people are green with envy when they see people living in bungalows etc. To me, I think I myself must be contented with what I have. It's alright to have this feeling but one should work towards your own goal and have what you want. In this way, you'll be a role model for the people around you.

I don't really want to set goals that I can't achieved. I know my limits and I know I can't really get into jc. Who knows, perhaps I will be landed up in some ITE. All these obstacles aren't going to stop my dream of becoming a dancer for Jolin Tsai. I won't say I'm a fanstastic dancer but I just enjoy dancing.